Damian Weinkrantz
9. How is being in Philadelphia these days?
I'm not sure. I still feel hesitant about making a concrete opinion on the place. I think it's a really good place to live and be young because there is so much going on. At the same time there are not really great job opportunities and there seems something a little off with the kids who are around. The fact that there are so many colleges in Philly makes it a double edged sword. Again, a lot of young people, and therefore a lot of entertainment - but maybe too many of them are hung up on something or another and it comes off a little too strong. You know when these kids go off to college, they get their heads full of ideas and sometimes they are a little to eager to recite the ideas forcefully. Other kids are just unsure of themselves and it's evident by how unfriendly they act. But that said, there is a definite culture here, one that is utilizing the potential a city has to offer. It's really exciting, it's really refreshing.

There's also the issue of safety. I think I'm better off somewhere else. Somewhere I can leave things unlocked, somewhere I can walk down the street and not be worried. So... my barometer of a city has always been the summertime. It's when crime goes up. People leave their windows open and houses get broken into. Where you and I lived in New Brunswick the number of rapes increased five-fold in the summer. People are out of their houses, doing the things they were doing inside, outside. There is always a penchant for trouble, bravado, violence. You have to wait and see how a city's summer plays out before you can judge its character. That's when all the bad worms come out of the apple.

10. How much do you want to be famous? What kind of famous?
Hmm. I think there are different gauges of success. I don't know about 'famous' but I've always been upfront about the idea that I really want to be respected, especially by the people who I respect. I was sitting on a park bench the other day and watching people play with dogs and children and I thought that: yeah, I would like to be financially successful as well, so I can provide for my family without worries. I guess there are also vanity purposes to being famous, and to an extent I would, honestly like to walk into a room, a show, an eating area and have people point and whisper, you know? "do you know who that is?" But sometimes I get that now, though I don't really know why. No one knows who I am, so I think that most times its just a case of mistaken identity. I want to famous enough that I am remembered after death, cared for during life and throughout life never have to worry about things.

11.What are the gauges you use to judge what you do (art-wise, that is)? What do you try to avoid?
The gauge is so simplistic and ridiculous. Basically: 1) is it convincing? 2) does it look good? 3) does it feel natural to make? 4) would I appreciate this if I came upon it?

12. You seem to like messy, rather than smooth, art and music production. Do you think that's true? If so, why do you think you like it more?
I prefer things that feel natural, and my attraction to them is something base and primal. I don't know if I am actually conscientiously biased towards messy things, but I have to admit that messy things also have a 'punk rock' excitement about them. The "you can do this too, go home and give it a try. Try to paint, start a band, why not?" kind of attitude and culture that I love. Sometimes too, overproduction is just unnecessary, it robs the art of rawness, of emotional value - it overcomplicates things. I like things simple and exciting.

13. Do you think your life fits the romantic model of the young arteest?
A1: Well I am an artist and I am very, very romantic. I bring flowers and a toothbrush on the first date.

A2: I really, really, really hate the romantic 'arteest' idea, its so antiquated. Tortured, brilliant, poor. It's so hopeless and naive. I really have no intentions/aspirations of being any of those three things and anyone who tells you that you need to be tortured, poor, mentally disturbed etc in order to make good art is full of shit and hasn't matured past the age of 16. -Side note- I am however, at the moment, monetarily strapped, sexually bewildered and I've always been brilliant, so maybe I fit the model. Get your note cards out here comes a winner.

14. How much are you concerned about sexy (looking sexy, producing sexy things)?
I hope I appear sexy, but I don't really make too much effort to appear fashionable, hip sexy. For the most part I feel I'll just look dumb and then I'll have the stress of always trying to keep it up and that's just too much effort, more effort than I am willing to partake in. I would love for the things I make to look sexy but really I think everything I do carries an air of the pathetic, and uhm, pathetic isn't sexy.

17. Why do you want to do things in public?
It's not satisfying enough knowing that I am so cool without anyone to share this with and agree on my super coolness. In public is where things happen, it's a critique, a discussion board, a launch pad for the exchange of ideas. For someone such as I, who has an intense and constant awareness of mortality... it would be terrifying to just drift into obscurity, especially when I think I have got some decent ideas.

18. Whose stuff do you like these days?
I don't really know how to answer this.
I'll just make a list of things that I like right now.

+Musically this is what's getting me excited: Little wings- "wonderue" (k records)
the love of everything- "friENDS" (record label)
microphones- "Mt Erie" (K records)
Friend/Enemy- "10 songs" (perishable)
Lightning Bolt- "wonderful rainbow"(load records)
deerhoof "reveille" (5RC/KRS)
Joan of Arc's "in rape fantasy and terror sex we trust" (perishable records)
and of course, Robbers (Keep Safe)

+As far as books and such, I've been hitting up the library as usual and recently enjoyed:
Richard Brautigan, who made me start writing poetry (!). Samuel Beckett's short stories. I've tried to read Donald Barthelme but I feel like he and I are within the same direction and something in me just gets...allergic.

+The best comics out right now are Thomas Herpich's Cusp, Grant Morrison's the Filth, Jessica Abel's Perdida, Dash Shaw's Gardenhead.

+The best art gets made by my friends. Seriously.
I'm lucky enough to be comfortable in being discernable. I have (and this sounds awful) simple but strict guidleines for people I associate with. You have to be intelligent, funny, literate, engaging and inquistive. Since all my friends embody these qualities it's real easy to appreciate the genuiness of what they are doing, their process for doing it.
Most of them aren't getting bogged down in over intellectualizing or romancing what it is they are doing and why. It's just getting done. It's just pouring out of them, and the product is rich, weighty, substantial, fascinating.

19. Where do you put yourself on the socio-economo-politically spectrum?
A: Economically, I am at the bottom of the scale. It's so bad I'm wishing, hoping on a job that will pay me 30k a year! What a horror! Politically I guess I am a conservative leftist. I feel at heart, the left's ideals are to care more about people than non-people. Though the major problems with the left have been: 1) being divisive -through the attempt to make every issue black or white 2) there's not been a party able to engage and retain the left's ideals and 3) outdated rhetoric- which just gets so old and stale and embarrassing. I was walking to the grocery store earlier today and there was this huge sign that read "Destroy the republicans!" and I thought: huh. 'Destroy'? Is that a word you want to use to intelligently debate your side of the issues? I also feel the left gets too caught up in the romanticization of the rebel, or this image of the rebel which is exactly where you get these words like 'destroy'. It was doubly embarrassing because the neighborhood I live in... its just doesn't make any real sense for that sign to been there.

I feel I am pretty reasonable when it comes to my personal politics but I suppose so does everyone else. But hey, at least I vote. At least I am willing to talk and listen to other people and not just recite. I love to have my opinon changed, but intelligent discussion rather than informational 'facts' or another opinion, no matter how passionately offered, is better at getting me to flip sides.

20. What do you really want to happen in the next few weeks?
A: So so much, Sarah. Way too much. All of it for myself. First I want to obtain a job I really enjoy, pays well, good benefits, cool people etc. I really hope I can enjoy my life on a day to day basis and stop being sporadically glum. I've been having a bad dandruff problem the past two weeks, and I hope that goes away. I want the secret knock to come out and blow people's top. I want to be thought of as deadly attractive by attractive women. I want to get better, at everything.

Damian lives in Philadelphia, which is where you can find his zine. He performs in Philly, New Jersey and New York. You can write him at: simplesemantics@yahoo.com

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